Just a Mom: I THINK I FEEL A DIFFERANCE ALREADY,,,,,,

Thursday, January 08, 2009

I THINK I FEEL A DIFFERANCE ALREADY,,,,,,

MAYBE SLIGHT BUT I THINK SO,,, yesterday I felt kinda crappy tired,,headache,, but this morning being after the second pill last night,,(yes I am a light weight and this happens all the time) anyway.. I think I feel a bit calmer already inside.. ONE THING FOR SURE,,, I am enjoying MY COFFEE THIS MORNING AND WANT MORE!!!!! my taste fro coffee had left me for a long time,,,,, not sure why but with the thyroid crap I lost it,,, anyway.. I GOTTA MAKE SURE I take a coffee pot with me when I go. So this morning I go to Verna's for my 2 hour shower time,, seems like a small waste to MY TIME but I know it is such a big help to her. I did not go Tuesday so I have to go today. I have NOT heard anything from that new job YET,,, she was to get with her scheduling lady and call me back,,,ummm I AM WAITING... I will give her until NEXT MONDAY and then stop in again.

I am also looking around my house and seeing all the stuff/crap I have,, oh man who will I get to move it? Now that all my children know what is going on I can post here I guess they were not surprised or emotional or anything kinda like well about time get on with it..... I will be moving into my own place,, Mike is buying me out. So I am BOTH EXCITED ADN SCARED! He will fix up the house in order to sell it at a good price that is better then now... ANYWAY it is very weirdly calm and umm humane around here,, probley until I do start moving forward. But for now, all is good I went and played with Ashlynn all yesterday and it was fun.... I am off to get ready to leave I do not work at the Village till Sat. So I might contact a real astate person to see just what bank owns are out there..... still not sure where I will go.

hope your week is going well,,,, see ya

3 comments:

Shari said...: Oh Jaye, what a sad, scary yet exciting time for you. So many big changes! I hope everything works out!; 1/08/2009 11:17 AM
Mom Knows Everything said...: I can't live without my coffee! Good luck!; 1/08/2009 11:58 AM
Unknown said...: Found you thru Cliff. If you go to flylady.net and search "move" or "moving" you can find some good ideas (you'll also get exercise advice, but oh well) She helps break any task down into baby steps so it doesn't seem so overwhelming.; 1/11/2009 1:04 PM

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A Mothers Love

What can I say about my girls,,,, .

Number 1 is ,, well head strong. She can be alot like me and quick tempered.She will not take any shit so watch yourself. She is also very loving and true to herself.She has given me a beautiful grand baby girl,,, .

Number 2,, Well her and I were best buddies for a long time. She has always been a Happy person. She can lighten up the worse of things with her silly ness. I think THAT is a good thing. She doesn't let life get her to down,,, .

Number 3,, This one is very close to home,, She will have a hard time leaving the nest. She I think is the most sensitive of all my girls. She has very strong thoughts,, and if you make it to be her friend she will be by your side for ever,,, .

Number 4,, Well this one and I bump heads,, I love her with as much of my heart as I do all the others. She is the one who will test every boundary. I pray that she doses not test too many,,, This brings us to,, .

Number 5,, LORD thank you for this one,, I think the easiest of all my girls. She is even tempered and always has a smile. She does not seem to get upset about much of anything, like it just would take up too much energy,,,

If a mother ever tells you she loves all her children the same she is lying,,, I love all of my girls differently,,, not one any less then the other but DIFFERENTLY.. I was their mother at different times in my life and life was different around everyone. Given that fact,,, you just HAVE to love them differently. I thank God for all of my girls every day. He has given me the opportunity to learn from the all. I hope they all know how much they mean to me. Thank you girls for letting me be your mother.

And then you have my 6 beautiful Grandbabies

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