Just a Mom: SO HAVE YOU SEEN MY COUCH,,,,,,,,

Monday, January 12, 2009

SO HAVE YOU SEEN MY COUCH,,,,,,,,

MY ,,,, MINE,, ALL MINE,,,MY COUCH I Paid off my couch today!!!!!!! I am sooooooo proud of me,,, I am so glad I got it paid off now if one of them kids mess it up I will kick their butts!

My feet hurt so flipping bad! I worked till 10 tonight at my new job. I go to the Village tomorrow at 3. I am so stinkign upset well maybe not but I am pissed,, well maybe not because I do already have a full time job... BUT my boss at the Village is so stupid All I want is my evaluation and my back pay of my raise and my money from Sandy working there and I will just work a lousy 1 day a flipping month there. I have asked for more hours for 5 months now and NOTHING,, this little girl who does shit for her job is getting full time. I plan to talk to my boss tomorrow when I go in. BUT my new job has alot of potention is that the word and spelling??? anyway it is a new boss and there is lots of questions and workign together with a bunch of us workers.... so

Damn my feet hurt...

So I have nto talked ot my mom in a ocupel days I gotta call and make sure she is ok. Her gas was shut off over there cause they hit a main line so no heat for any of them,,

I can not think of anythign else my back hurts too,,, OH Fawn got her apartment she can mnove in this week end.... scarry.

ok I gotta go to bed.. I am dieing... I need to put on my walkOmeater next time I work at my new job... MY FEET AND BACK ARE KILLING ME.....

have a nice week adn good night.

sorry if I have not made it by.. I am working my ass off...... I will get there PROMISE

2 comments:

Shari said...: Get a second pair of shoes and switch your shoes halfway through your shift. That's what I did when I was nursing and working 12 hour shifts. It helps a bit.; 1/13/2009 3:05 AM
Anonymous said...: That's TRUE about changing shoes!! Try that!! and LONG HOT SOAKS in a bubble bath for your soreness!! HUGS!

Got the babies back--she od'd again while her parents were in Acupulco, so CHAD took the police WITH HIM (knowing that they weren't his father-in-law's COP friends) and got the screaming babies away from the unconcsious druggo AGAIN... Now, I've got a son in jail now too... Ryan flipped out on anxiety meds, wrapped his NEW truck (that we just bought him) around a pole (totalled it), and was walking around in a stupor when a highway patrolman picked him up... LEFT HIS BUTT IN JAIL THIS WEEK TO DETOX HIS ASS! MY CALL! There's a new program in Tulsa --for vets with substance abuse problems and NON felony charges---Ryan has PTS from his tour in Iraq (and MUCH anxiety BEFORE that!!)... (He got in someone's car to hide when he saw the police... he tells us that he thought a dog was chasing him.. he's a mess... sigh... his mug shot looks like he's not even THERE.... He didn't know where he WAS, and was hallucinating... scarey shit! I spent the day wondering IF he was ALIVE when his work called me to tell me to "be concerned" that they had gotten a call from him at 6:15 am saying that he didn't know where he was.... and that he's been very disoriented/confused for the past 3 weeks... sheesh... Then Chad and Nick went out to look for him --and Chad (having dealt with his druggo soon-to-be ex-wife just the night before ---while I stayed at my home and took care of his babies---Chad knew enough to call the Jail... yup.. there he was... All I could do was CRY and say IMMEDIATLY "Well, AT LEAST HE'S ALIVE!!!" life throws ya curveballs, doesn't it?

After hugging my beautiful grandsons ALL DAY yesterday (I really got to bond with little Riley! Took a bunch of pics too!) and our evening 20 minute collect call from Ryan... I took MYSELF a HOT BUBBLE BATH and put on NEW jammies, and slept like a LOG! NOW, I need to get some MUCH NEEDED WORK DONE TODAY!!! I'm SOOO blessed to get to work AT HOME!! OH!!! While we were all worrying, looking for Ryan early Saturday morning, we got a call that his cousing OD'd... died... 26 years old... Ryan will MISS the funeral as he'll still be in jail waiting arraignment....

Kids are dumb. That's my official opionion. I believe, (since my dayd of hugging soft little peeing pooping smiling huggable babies) that I'm gonna just raise BABIES from now on... They're SOOOO much more fun when they're little and CUTE!!! (my early morning attempt at humor).... sorry...

Thanks for listening... I guess I needed to get that out ... I don't "blog"... I just bend YOUR ear! THANKS FOR BEING HERE!!
LOVE YOU!
me; 1/13/2009 6:57 AM

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A Mothers Love

What can I say about my girls,,,, .

Number 1 is ,, well head strong. She can be alot like me and quick tempered.She will not take any shit so watch yourself. She is also very loving and true to herself.She has given me a beautiful grand baby girl,,, .

Number 2,, Well her and I were best buddies for a long time. She has always been a Happy person. She can lighten up the worse of things with her silly ness. I think THAT is a good thing. She doesn't let life get her to down,,, .

Number 3,, This one is very close to home,, She will have a hard time leaving the nest. She I think is the most sensitive of all my girls. She has very strong thoughts,, and if you make it to be her friend she will be by your side for ever,,, .

Number 4,, Well this one and I bump heads,, I love her with as much of my heart as I do all the others. She is the one who will test every boundary. I pray that she doses not test too many,,, This brings us to,, .

Number 5,, LORD thank you for this one,, I think the easiest of all my girls. She is even tempered and always has a smile. She does not seem to get upset about much of anything, like it just would take up too much energy,,,

If a mother ever tells you she loves all her children the same she is lying,,, I love all of my girls differently,,, not one any less then the other but DIFFERENTLY.. I was their mother at different times in my life and life was different around everyone. Given that fact,,, you just HAVE to love them differently. I thank God for all of my girls every day. He has given me the opportunity to learn from the all. I hope they all know how much they mean to me. Thank you girls for letting me be your mother.

And then you have my 6 beautiful Grandbabies

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