Just a Mom: WHY AGAIN,,,

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

WHY AGAIN,,,

Although it has been a while I woke up again at 3:11 AM and it is now 4:30 I am wide awake.. WHY? I know I am a worry wort at times but when I do this I can only think of my family,,, is there something wrong with one of my kids? My mom? Weird. Mike adn I went over divorce papers tonight after I got off work,,, is it that?I signed a contract for the hosue so I am now waiting to hear abotu that,, is it that? I had 2 falls at work tonight well NOT ME but 2 of my people,, is it that? I have been training a new girl who seems a bit too confadent for my easy feelings, is it that? I am not sure what it is.. BUT I pray to God that what ever it is He take care of it. So what do you do when this happens,, I have been sleeping soooooo well latley,, So I took a tylenol and am writing.. I will go se if anyone else is up so late.... Good thing I do not have to work much in the morning.. take the girls to school and then sit in a steamy bathroom incase,, thank God she doesn't ,,, Verna falls. So I will go check on some of you... see ya hope to be back in bed with in a half hour anyway... nite.

6 comments:

Shari said...: I hope you managed to get back to sleep. I always have a hard time sleeping when I have alot on my mind.

Got my fingers crossed that you get your house!; 1/28/2009 5:44 AM
Donetta said...: it was me at 3:11 (i altered the post an hour later)i was up i have had to stay up all night the eeg is this morning at 9 am I am sick to my stomach I have been up 23 hours 1 and 1/2 hours on the couch like a nap at 4:30 I just could not hang in there any longer. I got to get the kids done this next hour, then shower and go get gas and drive to the neurologist where they will do the test. pray for me please. not doing great.; 1/28/2009 7:06 AM
Donetta said...: There are so many other things loading your plate. It is just the 3:11 thing...i was almost out of umph; 1/28/2009 7:07 AM
Humincat said...: Last night was the first night I DIDN"T do that.; 1/28/2009 11:02 AM
Anonymous said...: I can't sleep tonite. I napped earlier and now I am wide awake and morning is going to come too soon.; 1/28/2009 9:13 PM
Anonymous said...: You probably just had to pee... =D; 1/29/2009 8:32 AM

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A Mothers Love

What can I say about my girls,,,, .

Number 1 is ,, well head strong. She can be alot like me and quick tempered.She will not take any shit so watch yourself. She is also very loving and true to herself.She has given me a beautiful grand baby girl,,, .

Number 2,, Well her and I were best buddies for a long time. She has always been a Happy person. She can lighten up the worse of things with her silly ness. I think THAT is a good thing. She doesn't let life get her to down,,, .

Number 3,, This one is very close to home,, She will have a hard time leaving the nest. She I think is the most sensitive of all my girls. She has very strong thoughts,, and if you make it to be her friend she will be by your side for ever,,, .

Number 4,, Well this one and I bump heads,, I love her with as much of my heart as I do all the others. She is the one who will test every boundary. I pray that she doses not test too many,,, This brings us to,, .

Number 5,, LORD thank you for this one,, I think the easiest of all my girls. She is even tempered and always has a smile. She does not seem to get upset about much of anything, like it just would take up too much energy,,,

If a mother ever tells you she loves all her children the same she is lying,,, I love all of my girls differently,,, not one any less then the other but DIFFERENTLY.. I was their mother at different times in my life and life was different around everyone. Given that fact,,, you just HAVE to love them differently. I thank God for all of my girls every day. He has given me the opportunity to learn from the all. I hope they all know how much they mean to me. Thank you girls for letting me be your mother.

And then you have my 6 beautiful Grandbabies

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